One hundred days until Jason and I are pronounced husband and wife!
This number is filled with increasing hope. The growing intimacy between us through the hard and the joyful is surprising me with its beauty. The tears reveal passion and the smiles glow the presence of a steady love. I have never been so stretched in my life as now.
First of all, I graduated. I am now planning a wedding. I will be moving out of my parents home for the first time. I have a part-time job still wondering what I am ever going to do with my life.
Not to mention, the daily battle of fighting for God's truth.
These transitions and growing pains are bringing me to a place of humility. It has been uncomfortable, let me tell you. I have found in me a rooted fear and anxiety. It has recently been affecting my attitude and words. Wedding planning is stressful and personal thoughts are negative for lack of trust and peace. These things God has talked of in His word.
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:6-7
Insecurities find no meaning for my security shall be in Christ alone.
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God I look to You, I won’t be overwhelmed Give me vision to see things like You do God I look to You, You’re where my help comes from Give me wisdom; You know just what to do I will love You Lord my strength I will love You Lord my shield I will love You Lord my rock forever
All my days I will love You God
Wedding planning continues with His strength! And with our delight!
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